Hello from Me, May Leigh

I started my day with a long list of things I want to achieve, which stresses me out from the get-go. Dishes/pick up house Work Meetings Research Buddhism Watch Yoga videos to understand proper posture of poses Research Yoga Mats Start looking into aerial yoga (my main yoga goal, I want...no I need to do this!!) Honestly, I've probably spent more time looking up yoga mats and swings on amazon than I have actually spent watching videos on how to do this I mean seriously, I have fallen into the black hole of google, amazon, and youtube. With a billion tabs open so I don't forget one of the things I've found or wanted to read up on...this is getting ridiculous. Obviously these are first world problems I pushed everything aside and made myself stop putting it off, I just finished up with my very first yoga lesson. Granted I'm doing this at home, and I don't have a yoga mat at the moment but I did use my daughters gym mat which is very thick and hard and well

Though giving it serious thought over many years I have never given in to starting a blog, just making time, dedication, finding time, did I say that already?? Recently I have started focusing on how I want my life to be, now, going forward, in the future, and I have recently realized there are things I need to change, add, remove from my life. Important things, make a difference things, or things that just no longer matter at all. I am 35 years old, I am a single mother of a 15 and 14 year old girl and boy, I have a step-daughter who is 9, and a 3 year old daughter who I share with the man I plan to spend the rest of my years with, ever how many that is. We have recently bought a house together, after living on our own in our own homes for 6+ years prior, it was a difficult transition, but we made it. After I had my youngest, I went head first into post-partum depression and severe anxiety, it altered my life completely, both physically, mentally, emotionally, all of the above. I ha